Those of you that know me know this is probably one of the hardest ones to write. Only because I’m crazy private when it comes to these types of things. So this letter will be a little on the short side. I’ve let you guys in on some pretty deep situations, but this one I’m keeping ALL TO MYSELF
MDK (No these are not his initials)
It feels soooo weird to be writing this letter to you. Don’t get me wrong I have NO complaints, but I just never thought it would actually happen. I mean after all it did take like 7 years…but it was definitely worth the wait! I honestly don’t know what took so long, but the way your story goes, it was my fault. *side eye*
I remember the first time we ran back into each other. Our church was having a youth conference and we played your church in basketball. Ya’ll KILLED us, and everyone kept asking “who is that” while pointing at you. You were one of the ones scoring a vast majority of the points. I was like “oh that’s *ahem*!” I was so embarrassed when we ran into each other there because I had just gotten out of the dunking booth and I knew that I was looking a HOT MESS. We exchanged numbers and you said you would hit me up. Not long after that, you visited me at school. I felt like a schoolgirl when you told me you were coming by. I was nervous so I called one of my girls and told her to come over as well. You were my high school crush and I wasn’t exactly sure how to act around you, so I needed her to help calm me down. (I can’t believe I just admitted that)
Fast forward to your birthday this year. No more hiding behind my friends, social networks or BBM. It was just me and you. I thought it was so cute how you sat there waiting on your mom to call and wish you a happy birthday. Then pouted when she didn’t call you at the time you thought she should have. That is definitely something I would have done. I remember we were sitting on the couch and I gave you the remote while complaining that there was nothing on. You replied, “there’s always something on TV” then turned to the Disney Channel. I thought you were joking at first, but ummm you were dead serious. So we sat there watching Hannah Montana. SMH Anyhoo, that was months ago, and I still get nervous when I know I’m going to see you. I guess I need to get over that…and quick.
OMG this is so embarrassing. I’m stopping now LOL