Bear with me…This post is probably going to be all over the place. But with the deaths of a few mutual friends coupled with just life in general, I need to clear some mental space. I’m typically very closed off. I hate sharing how I feel with people; I would much rather just keep things… Continue reading Clearing Mental Space
This is the hardest blog I’ve had to write in a while, partially because I’m still trying to process it all. You see I work in a profession where it’s not uncommon for a person to threaten suicide. In the 3+ years I’ve had my job I think I have had someone tell me they’re… Continue reading Is This Really Real?
I’ve always been taught that you date to marry. No need to waste time. I’m sure by now you’re wondering why he isn’t “Dating Material”, its simple, he has a child. Not just a child, but a daughter. I’m flexible when it comes to what I want in a man, but a relationship with God is a must and no children allowed. Now hear me out. Yes, he’s an amazing father; but I don’t want to start out playing second. Simple as that….And for that reason he feels like I’m selfish.
I’m in the process of learning how to be a support system while at the same time protecting myself from getting hurt. It’s kind of crazy trying to balance being there when they need you and falling back when they don’t. You get so used to being there that when they no longer call or text you start to take it personally or even worse, feel used.
It’s too late to get back in my lane, so now I have two options left. Over correct and end up on the side of the road hurt and alone or collide and hope that it’s a minor accident, but nothing that can’t be repaired. OMG help…did I give lifetime expectations to a seasonal relationship?!?!?!
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